Hard pill to swallow.
I have been searching through tonnes of creative jobs for the last 2 hours (whilst at work yes) all of which i know i am more than capable of doing, yet ALL of them have stated “Must have university education, minimum 2:1”.
I’ve tried looking for runner positions but all of them are unpaid and in shoddy conditions, barr a couple….maybe.
Although i dont regret what i have done with the band and im proud of my “achievments” so far, i can safely say that i have sort of wasted my life by not chasing something bigger and better, or at least something that will be beneficial to me in the future. I have literally fucked my own life up by not getting a degree and pushing myself ahead of the crowd. It is my own fault and I know I cant go back and re-do anything but It is really quite hard to deal with at the moment.
I also hate how powerful this company is. McFuckyou.
I hate guitar hero…..and not just because im shit at it.
I hope this is what the Mayans predict.
Who doesnt love some Bolivian, Middle Aged, Female, Petticoat wearing Wrestling.
For the love of god…
Listen to Mark Lanegan & Isobel Campbell - Hawk.
This photo is amazing
